I can do anything I want because I look good in leather.

Things I've been thinking/doing/not doing:
. sleeping for 14 hours at a time.
. sleeping through my 6am shift at work.
. having visions of destroying everything i see.
. listening to lots of new order and fleet foxes (not at all compatible)
. not talking to my boyfriend.
. staying in.
. thinking i should lower my ambitions for the time being, and be an LPN by next year, and then work on an RN.
. missing my mother.
. missing jj.
. not crying, but wanting to.
. being broke, since i can't deposit my check on a sunday.
. having half a mind to spend my paycheck on a ticket to some place.
. dreading myself.

it's alright. i'll be fine.